OH my darling… I made you kiss me. You had a passion I did not know could lie behind such a sweet smile. Your body against mine, OH GOD, it felt so right. I cant still feel and taste you on my lips. I still want to press your body close to mine, have your hands find their way up my back pressing in lightly as you slip my tongue along my teeth. But I had to ruin it. I wanted to make you happy the way you made me happy as your lips and teeth caressed my neck so I brought your hand to my Breast. At first… you seemed okay, but then you started freaking out begging for my forgiveness. It is my body, I gave you permission. Then I realized how little I actually care about my body. how little I am able to understand your respect and love… and I ran again. because I always run. I hope you sleep tonight, despite the fact that your hand is stained with my impulsiveity.