These are my naked feelings for you. I admit, didn`t realize what happened to me or around me, now or any other time when you were near. Perhaps I was stupid or simply I didn`t want to look the reality in its face.
But even in my simply childish behavior, I didn`t ask anything from you, not even thinking about asking.
Forgive me if it looked like I wanted you to act in a certain way towards me – this wasn`t true. The only truth is that I hoped for you to feel well around me, only because I had such deep feelings, thing that was really clear. I felt this love which couldn`t lose its strength in time, since I had to see you regularly, every day.
But somehow, even if I tried not to make you uncomfortable, my feelings seem to have this unwanted effect. In my sadness I repeatedly tried to find out what was wrong, as your attitude made it clear that nothing was alright, but the opposite.
There is nothing left to do than to apologize for the feelings I had, and for they were so obvious for such a long time.
I loved you and this was impossible for me to hide. There are people strong or trained enough to hide their emotions, but I`m not one of them.
Regardless the reasons, you were the last person I wanted to upset. I know I took a big risk by letting you know how I feel, since I don’t know you very well. But after all, I think is not a burden to live with this thought, that a girl loved you, even if it was bad, wrong or stupid. I hope you`ll accept this simple thing, without resents.
Wishing you all the best,