• Either Or?

    by  • March 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 11 Comments

    When we met I was content on my way up and to freedom
    You were already there but lost and a sad soul
    Through our time together
    You found your way
    You grew
    You lost sadness became content
    I grew weak
    I lost it all
    I became lost

    I slowly crawl out of the hole life dug
    with every baby step ahead I take
    you fall back into loss
    into sickness
    into confusion

    Either you feel good or I do
    while both of us are missing something
    in good as well as bad

    Such a long path
    separated yet together

    Feels like neither of us is complete
    without the other
    neither of us happy
    without the other

    Feels like shit always happens
    Feels like we’re always fighting against each other
    instead of what we are supposed to fight for


    Let’s make it happen
    because neither you nor I will ever find
    completion outside of us

    Through it all

    it always was
    always is
    always will be
    what it’s supposed to be

    …tell me what it is

    11 Responses to Either Or?

    1. tricia
      March 30, 2014 at 5:31 pm

      awe, this is beautiful! if i had a letter like this, id say its exactly how i feel

    2. M73
      March 30, 2014 at 6:14 pm

      I know when I write he doesn’t. When he does I can’t. What happens when two 1/2 become a whole? Are they something more than what they were before? Or is something completely new created??

    3. :)
      March 30, 2014 at 8:29 pm

      The words I cannot express myself. Thank you.

    4. spread your wings
      March 31, 2014 at 1:08 am

      Either or


      neither nor


      both and

      These are the questions…

    5. Tracy
      March 31, 2014 at 4:47 am

      Beautiful words 🙂

    6. What will happen?
      March 31, 2014 at 9:30 pm

      I’ll tell you riht now.

      Nothing will change.

      The only romanticism you’ll have is when he writes another letter.

      You’ll be in the other room

    7. Moments
      April 1, 2014 at 5:17 am

      And life goes on regardless
      I’m fighting my uphill battle
      and just won’t touch *us*
      It takes two and what will be will be
      Every body has to find their own answers
      Change happens with every moment
      we breathe in and out
      with every moment we waste or use wisely

    8. qss
      April 1, 2014 at 8:40 am

      Fighting against instead of fighting for, I understand the sentiment. The way life works can be strange.

    9. Doubletake
      April 1, 2014 at 9:24 am


    10. tricia
      April 2, 2014 at 7:02 am

      sounds like soulmates

    11. @tricia
      April 3, 2014 at 6:14 am

      Tricia, you are someone who always gives me hope. Thank you. I love your positive attitude.

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