I watched a movie about time travel this evening. Mid movie I sat in the closet and cried. It does no good for the emotions, these types of movies. I wish I could go back in time to our first conversation. Then I would say don’t kiss my ankles just say you’ll walk; with me forever. It seems life does this end then beginning mode for me; so terrible. goodness almost 4am / 3:57am to be exact. If I were near I’d tug your hair and kiss your nose. Sleep awaits maybe I will in my dreams.