• Disappointed

    by  • March 28, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I can feel myself slipping into a depression and your leaving is the cause. You began ignoring me months ago but for some reason it’s just now affecting me. I think it’s because you were the one person in this world I knew I could share my inner thoughts with without worrying about what opinions were being formed about me. I knew you understood. I miss having someone to talk to like I could with you. I know I can never reach out to you again and I shouldn’t want to. You’re awful to and for me. I think about you everyday and often wonder if you think about me at all. I mostly wonder where you’re living now, what you’re doing day-to-day, if you’re happy, if you still have the cards I made you, if you still wear the hat I gave you for your birthday. I don’t think I really need an explanation for why you consistently leave me after saying you love me, I have a good idea. I’m starting to assume that you’re not coming back this time, which is for the best. I cannot handle losing you repeatedly. I’m not angry, I’m just disappointed.

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