I can’t rely on you. I never could. Plans always fall through, my reminders go unheeded, and you forget more than you remember. I should leave. I know I should. This isn’t going to last much longer. We’ve run our course, whether you realize it yet or not. But somehow I can’t bring myself to speak the words and end it. Am I afraid of being alone or just afraid of hurting you? It’s hard to throw away something you’ve had for over two years, something you fought so hard for. It’s hard to admit that all it was good for was a learning experience.