• I never told and you never asked why

    by  • March 26, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    When we were together I wondered why there was no follow through. We are older now and part of it I understand and part of me never will.

    After we were over and I moved on I was surprised how easy it was for someone else to give me the relationship you said you wanted but didn’t.

    To this day you are still the same. But it’s not with me. Thankfully I played a different role in your life until recently so I saw it from the other side. Oh how weirdly comfortable it was just to be your confidant and “just a friend”.

    I used to think you were selfish. Well, you do look out for yourself no matter what it does to others. And you do have issues with facing things and take the pussy way out to the detriment of relationships with people you claim to care about. But you did leave me in the hands of someone who does love me. Even if it still feels like you just gave me away.

    I think most people want to feel truely cared about; respected. Relationships move forward with action and consistency. You can’t move while spinning your wheels or fairytales.

    I never felt loved by you. And when I felt loved by someone else without the struggle, it reinforced my beliefs.

    I don’t know why, but I wish you just would have said you never loved me. It pisses me off you never admitted it.

    2 Responses to I never told and you never asked why

    1. you
      March 27, 2014 at 10:47 pm

      You shouldnt have taken me back in just to use me. I was a baby when i did it and you lead me on as an adult something that reinforces even further my ways. When you had no plans to ever leave so fuck you. Know ill never forgive you just like you never forgave me. I hate you 4real user!

    2. author
      March 28, 2014 at 8:04 am

      @you-sorry but you are not my person. I am female and he and I were never babies when involved. I was the “used” just like you. Something to keep in mind when lashing out to strangers is that it’s abusive to do so to people not unlike yourself who are hurting just as bad. Does that make you feel good? To be nasty to others you don’t know in place of the person who wronged you?

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