For the first time I feel like I’ve cut you off. I didn’t want it to happen. It just evolved to be so after everything. Whatever used to be there is gone. Love and friendship…it’s a whole hell of a lot more simple than it ever was with you. I stuck it out for a long time. So much longer than you ever did. I know you justify everything in whatever way you have to. Actually, I’m certain you can block it out entirely and don’t think of me at all anymore. I’m learning to do that myself. Do you know how I know my feelings are dead? I’m not angry. I just feel “nothingness” when I think of you. And I’m okay with that.