• I’m contemplating…

    by  • March 24, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    You’re that girl everyone likes, aren’t you? You’re the exotic flower; beautiful, talented, smart, passionate, stable. You’re you, and that means everything. I feel like a fool for liking you. You’re supposed to be a stranger and I’m not supposed to get attached to you because we’ve barely spoken and you never hang around. But I did get attached. I was/am captivated. Not knowing why, I was mesmerized by you. The words you speak, the way you move, your humour, your peeves, your smile. I feel like a fool for it. Because everyone likes you. And I never fall for such things as others do. I’m suspicious of you. Are you secretly an NLP mastermind? But I know you aren’t. What do you feel for me? I know that I stun you. I know I am capable of surprising you. I know that you feel something- enough to trust me with your secrets on the rare occasion of our speaking. But what is it? I’m contemplating the workings of your mind. You said it: we are similar yet different. Well then, why do we never speak? I want to know you, however STUPID, SELFISH and LAUGHABLE the notion is. Why doesn’t anything work? I’m pale for you. Hopelessly, platonically in love. I shouldn’t be, but I now know why. I now appreciate that fact. But what’s the point if you don’t feel the same?

    5 Responses to I’m contemplating…

    1. tricia
      March 24, 2014 at 1:21 pm

      maybe they love you hopelessly too.

    2. I can relate.
      March 24, 2014 at 2:56 pm

      Nicely written. My thoughts for my person (Apart from the secrets part. They don’t trust me enough.). Imagining them saying that makes me want to… sigh. At the same time it would make me suspicous. I saw too much and now I don’t know what to think anymore.

    3. M73
      March 24, 2014 at 3:04 pm

      This would be all I’d ever need to hear from him to keep faith. I won’t hold my breath tho.
      Really you should tell them this. Really a lot.

    4. Wow
      March 24, 2014 at 10:53 pm

      Maybe she doesn’t know. You’d be surprised how harshly people criticize themselves. What I would do if I were you? Talk to her. Maybe a compliment, compliments always are a positive step. Who knows maybe she likes you, but she doesn’t know what to say? 🙂

    5. M73
      March 28, 2014 at 11:26 pm

      Nlp is an unusual reference … you don’t have a big black couch in your backroom or do you??? If so – you have to know the answer to your questions by now.

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