• Moving on…

    by  • March 20, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 3 Comments

    I just watched a movie about moving on, and in the end…closure. I feel that I should have one myself for me to be able to move on….but how can I move on if there never was any “us” to move on from? Stupid, I am. It’s been years, and even though I tell myself that I’ve gotten over you…deep down there’s this question which has never ever really been answered… “What if?” What if I took you seriously, what if I opened my heart and had the courage to love? That definitely won’t happen now…you’re married …and I’m alone. I am blessed and grateful for the things that I have achieved and wouldn’t change that…but in the middle of it all….sometimes you pop into my mind and I feel the loss. How do I move on from these regrets?
    I am hopeful that by writing down these feelings and thoughts I would at least have a closure from you. By me. Alone.
    I am ready. I keep telling myself these words, and I pray that they are true.
    Today. I will move on today. Walls be damned…I will break them down and let somebody else in to see the real me….hopefully, a better version of me.

    3 Responses to Moving on…

    1. Sounds like a healthy choice
      March 20, 2014 at 5:08 pm

      You write with conviction so its pretty safe to say that you are in the right place to start over/move on. Closure helps, if you want it, seek it directly or if your person is here, then initials may be helpful.

    2. edne
      March 21, 2014 at 4:19 am

      i hope so too. i mean it i know what it means to feel alone. and no matter what i may say i don’t want you to be alone. i don’t want you to compromise your loneliness to settle for just anyone.. i know you deserve someone who is your equal and i hope you meet her that destiny brings the two of you together and that you can once and for all move on>

    3. Anonymous 'S'
      March 21, 2014 at 12:48 pm

      Moving on is always so hard. I hear ya.

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