• Goodbye letter (for later)

    by  • March 20, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I am writing this letter to you early because I have set my eyes on leaving you. After realizing that you are so immature and find it impossible to see yourself as doing anything wrong, its quite an easy decision. It takes two to make things work. You cant just have sex with me and the rest of the time start fights.. its almost as if you thought I had no self esteem. Sorry to have led you on as I was saving up to find my own place. Funny thing tho is that I actually enjoyed your never being home in the end.. and never answering my calls. I enjoyed your lack of effort bc it made it easier for me to live there without guilt. God loves you but you have a lot of issues that you need to work on. When you say “I care about this” but ignore, procrastinate and act like a 45 yr old child plugging your ears when i talk to you… its pretty clear you expected me to be a dumb twit that just has nowhere else to turn. I have family. I have plenty of no good men hitting on me. I have idiots giving me attn all the time. Why would I stick around this? So really it came down to my self worth being mistaken for nothing. I hope you work on yourself so that you aren’t alone when you die all old and cranky. Its really nice that I was heartbroken from my last guy and you took me in (trying to take advantage of a heartbroken girl half your age). Really nice i had a place to save up until i left you. You are just not mature enough for me. My daughter needs me to herself for a while. I need to live away closer to my family. This just didn’t work and I stopped caring. It felt better to not care. Perhaps that’s why you don’t care about anything in your life.. anyways.. even when you didn’t come home at night.. i felt a sense of relief that you were not going to try to use me or abuse me. So I am finally making it MY GAME to USE YOU for a place to stay until I save up for a place.

    One Response to Goodbye letter (for later)

    1. tricia
      March 20, 2014 at 5:22 pm

      i don’t mean to sound like s whip cracker but you .mentioned self worth but ended it by stating its your game and you’ll use him for a place to stay.. how is that self worth? sounds more like an eye for an eye kind of game.

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