• What I wanted. What I did.

    by  • March 19, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Regret • 5 Comments

    I wanted to be that person that you could rely on. I wanted to be the person that you could go to no matter what. I wanted to be the person that you could be yourself around. I wanted to be the person that you could be happy with. I wanted to be the person that would love you unconditionally. I wanted to be the person that would take care of you. I wanted to be the person to you could spend the rest of your life with.

    All I wanted, was you.
    But no.
    I ruined it all.

    I caused you pain and suffering. I ruined your relationship with your family. I took away your freedom. I took away your time. I made you cry. I made you feel uneasy. I broke my promises to you. I made you suffer.

    Because I did all these horrible things to you, I decided to let you go.
    I didn’t want to hurt you anymore.
    But letting go only made things worse.
    For you and for me.

    I should have tried harder.
    I should have understood.
    But no, I didn’t.
    Its all over now.
    Only regrets remain.
    I never regretted being with you.
    I only regret all the things I wasn’t able to do for you.

    My only hope now is for you to find happiness.
    You deserve it.
    All I deserve is to rot in hell.

    5 Responses to What I wanted. What I did.

    1. Life is too short
      March 19, 2014 at 5:55 pm

      For regrets. Tell your person how you feel, what you wanted. Nobody deserves to rot in hell because they loved. If it was a true love, regardless of what you did, even if that person has moved on…you might be forgiven and that could bring you peace. Regrets can eat at your soul. Yolo

    2. A.
      March 19, 2014 at 7:13 pm

      I’m not the far away. I’m sorry for the mean things I said about you. I wish I could tell you how angry I was with you, but you would never talk to me again. I know we didn’t know each other that long, but we can make it work. Why do you want to keep dating? Was I not special?

    3. J
      March 19, 2014 at 8:29 pm

      Pretty much. Yep you do.

    4. @J
      March 20, 2014 at 12:45 am

      Harsh judgement.

    5. jf
      March 20, 2014 at 6:36 am

      There are 2 J’s commenting. I wrote the yolo. Life’s too short for regrets and I believe in forgiveness.

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