• What I wanted. What I did.

    by  • March 19, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Regret • 5 Comments

    I wanted to be that person that you could rely on. I wanted to be the person that you could go to no matter what. I wanted to be the person that you could be yourself around. I wanted to be the person that you could be happy with. I wanted to be the person that would love you unconditionally. I wanted to be the person that would take care of you. I wanted to be the person to you could spend the rest of your life with.

    All I wanted, was you.
    But no.
    I ruined it all.

    I caused you pain and suffering. I ruined your relationship with your family. I took away your freedom. I took away your time. I made you cry. I made you feel uneasy. I broke my promises to you. I made you suffer.

    Because I did all these horrible things to you, I decided to let you go.
    I didn’t want to hurt you anymore.
    But letting go only made things worse.
    For you and for me.

    I should have tried harder.
    I should have understood.
    But no, I didn’t.
    Its all over now.
    Only regrets remain.
    I never regretted being with you.
    I only regret all the things I wasn’t able to do for you.

    My only hope now is for you to find happiness.
    You deserve it.
    All I deserve is to rot in hell.

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    5 Responses to What I wanted. What I did.

    1. Life is too short
      March 19, 2014 at 5:55 pm

      For regrets. Tell your person how you feel, what you wanted. Nobody deserves to rot in hell because they loved. If it was a true love, regardless of what you did, even if that person has moved on…you might be forgiven and that could bring you peace. Regrets can eat at your soul. Yolo




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    2. A.
      March 19, 2014 at 7:13 pm

      I’m not the far away. I’m sorry for the mean things I said about you. I wish I could tell you how angry I was with you, but you would never talk to me again. I know we didn’t know each other that long, but we can make it work. Why do you want to keep dating? Was I not special?




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    3. J
      March 19, 2014 at 8:29 pm

      Pretty much. Yep you do.




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    4. @J
      March 20, 2014 at 12:45 am

      Harsh judgement.




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    5. jf
      March 20, 2014 at 6:36 am

      There are 2 J’s commenting. I wrote the yolo. Life’s too short for regrets and I believe in forgiveness.




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