I wanted to be that person that you could rely on. I wanted to be the person that you could go to no matter what. I wanted to be the person that you could be yourself around. I wanted to be the person that you could be happy with. I wanted to be the person that would love you unconditionally. I wanted to be the person that would take care of you. I wanted to be the person to you could spend the rest of your life with.
All I wanted, was you.
I ruined it all.
I caused you pain and suffering. I ruined your relationship with your family. I took away your freedom. I took away your time. I made you cry. I made you feel uneasy. I broke my promises to you. I made you suffer.
Because I did all these horrible things to you, I decided to let you go.
I didn’t want to hurt you anymore.
But letting go only made things worse.
For you and for me.
I should have tried harder.
I should have understood.
But no, I didn’t.
Its all over now.
Only regrets remain.
I never regretted being with you.
I only regret all the things I wasn’t able to do for you.
My only hope now is for you to find happiness.
You deserve it.
All I deserve is to rot in hell.