I woke up a few weeks ago and realized that I’m tired.
I’m tired of looking for guys who aren’t want I want.
I’m tired of looking in the mirror and hating myself.
I’m tired of worrying what other people think.
I’m tired of not being happy.
I woke up and realized that it’s time to stop hating myself, and stop looking for guys, and worrying, and it’s time to be happy.
I thought about talking to my ex again, but I chose not to knowing that would be a bad idea. I thought about visiting a guy who was in love with me after only knowing me for a short amount of time, but decided it would be dangerous to do that. I thought about researching workout plans and diets and decided that I’m going to lose 30lbs by my birthday in August.
Hopefully soon I can wake up and not be tired. I’ll wake up refreshed and happy without worry or regret. I don’t want to be tired anymore.