• Tired.

    by  • March 19, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I woke up a few weeks ago and realized that I’m tired.
    I’m tired of looking for guys who aren’t want I want.
    I’m tired of looking in the mirror and hating myself.
    I’m tired of worrying what other people think.
    I’m tired of not being happy.

    I woke up and realized that it’s time to stop hating myself, and stop looking for guys, and worrying, and it’s time to be happy.
    I thought about talking to my ex again, but I chose not to knowing that would be a bad idea. I thought about visiting a guy who was in love with me after only knowing me for a short amount of time, but decided it would be dangerous to do that. I thought about researching workout plans and diets and decided that I’m going to lose 30lbs by my birthday in August.

    Hopefully soon I can wake up and not be tired. I’ll wake up refreshed and happy without worry or regret. I don’t want to be tired anymore.

    2 Responses to Tired.

    1. A.
      March 19, 2014 at 7:04 pm

      I’m not that far away. Only a couple hours. I’m sorry about what I said, I was angry. Forget your ex, come for me.

    2. PaulR
      March 20, 2014 at 5:21 am

      love takes time, it’s not instant. no one can “love” you quickly. Remember that.

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