Gotta let it all go for my health. I’m sorry I ever led you to this place, that I let myself get trapped here longer. That I got caught up in the fantasy despite knowing better, being warned against it. In my defense though, when you communicate with someone for a prolonged period of time in such a manner the habit will of course be difficult to break. Don’t hold it against me too much , these are the repercussions of the trials we put ourselves and each other through, but all damaged things can be mended.