• my closing statement

    by  • March 15, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    Gotta let it all go for my health. I’m sorry I ever led you to this place, that I let myself get trapped here longer. That I got caught up in the fantasy despite knowing better, being warned against it. In my defense though, when you communicate with someone for a prolonged period of time in such a manner the habit will of course be difficult to break. Don’t hold it against me too much , these are the repercussions of the trials we put ourselves and each other through, but all damaged things can be mended.

    3 Responses to my closing statement

    1. Nixon-this-one
      March 15, 2014 at 4:52 pm

      too serious.
      Need to lighten up Francis.

      you lived, you loved, and it was still awesome.
      Don’t forget that.

    2. Nothing is free
      March 15, 2014 at 6:05 pm

      Known, and did not regretting meeting or loving.

    3. dn
      March 16, 2014 at 2:14 am

      Yes i understand that somethings can be stopped cold turkey with a handshake and walking away like a car crash with instant death and some things take time, its a prolonged process, like cancer. you have to ride it out till it ends. nope. will not hold anything against anyone. but surely will decide what is best for me. that is left for me and me alone.

      when things are done with the spirit and intent to ridicule guised as a “kindess” or “and act of someone who cares” or a “loving act” the insincerity, the maniputaion and intent to break the person all hese things are felt but some thing in a persons higher faculties not intelligence but there own divinty. there inner compass picks up on it liek a guidng light that cuts through the fog. mine does anyway it doesw now. and i look at all the ridiculousness that you tried to make me into with every image and every song and I know how you treated your wife i know she never got ridiculed ever. never. that is mine to carry i i do. i feel that the karma will be over soon and i have had expereiences past where it ends with a bang others with a whimper and somewtime it just ends and its like it enever existed. no matter how the ending i will recognize it and i can wait. bot for the dues to end and for the one i am waiting for. I can and I will wait.

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