• LCS

    by  • March 15, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 3 Comments

    I still think of you every day. You will never know what you meant to me. I love you still.

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    3 Responses to LCS

    1. tricia
      March 15, 2014 at 6:38 pm

      if i could talk to the person i love, i wouldn’t hold back.. so i don’t understand why ppl choose not to say anything?




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    2. LCS
      March 16, 2014 at 11:10 am

      I doubt this is for me, but since the universe has thrown me a bone to let loose some feelings…

      If it WERE for me – I would tell you that I think of you all the time too, you and the little guy.
      I would tell you how sorry I was for everything that I put you through in the end.
      I would let you know how happy I was that you found someone deserving of your love, affection and attention – that she’s beautiful and I’m genuinely happy for you.
      I would tell you that there was never anything wrong with you, that it was me. I was not in a good place, and I was unable to accept your love, that when we were together I hated myself. That because of that deep self loathing I couldn’t understand, or believe that you could love me. It felt like lies, like a game. I left because I didn’t want to end up hurting you more later.

      I WAS THE FUCKED UP ONE. NOT YOU.

      I would tell you that I missed out when it came to you. That it was horrible timing, and that I feel badly at what I missed out on, but also that things have a way of working out, and I’m happy (and not even a little surprised) that you found “her”.




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    3. March 19, 2014 at 8:46 am

      Guess what, it was for you. The ‘her’ you speak of, is not the one. I have never loved her and she knows it. If I could tell you more I would. But you never want to see me again. And this is why I stay with ‘her’




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