• Archive for March 14th, 2014

    I know.

    by  • March 14, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 8 Comments

    I had exactly the same opinion much earlier. I know how it feels. Maybe you can understand now, why I was not able to trust you later. Why I felt pitied for how I felt. Why I ran for the hills. It was toxic, but why? I think now, our hearts opened and closed simultanously

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    by  • March 14, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 1 Comment

    Why did you start stalking your ex girlfriend when we were together? If you were not ready for another relationship, why make a move? Why trap me too? I hated you talking about her. Why did u jump around on April 3? Because it was her birthday?! You never once asked me to meet you

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    Boat Without A Sail

    by  • March 14, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Co-Worker • 2 Comments

    Maybe I should have known. I was warned. But I never saw it coming. I paid the cautioning no attention. And now I’m here. Stuck in a three way pull. And it makes me wonder if there are more ropes around me. Pulling only slightly for the opportunity. Have I really been so dense? So

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    by  • March 14, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 2 Comments

    i always had a roommate, but the newest of them is a person as old as my mother. i thought it would be easier to be with her because she told her son is as old as me, but i thought wrong. indeed she is like a mother but a different kind of mother compared

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    by  • March 14, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Thank you for not contacting me. In creating some distance I see things very differently now. There is no way this could have ever worked. I would have destroyed my life for a moment trying to recapture what was toxic even back then. I don’t trust you. I can’t even say you’ve been that good

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