• Stupid Dream

    by  • March 12, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    You were in my dream last night. Go figure. I do my best to squelch thoughts of you in my waking life and you slip into my unconscious.

    It was a simple dream. We sat down and you said you were sorry about something. You tried to kiss me and I turned my head so it landed on my cheek. You laughed and smiled. I was annoyed.

    I wish I didn’t have these dreams. Unlike all my other dreams these always make sense.

    I don’t want to remember anymore.

    3 Responses to Stupid Dream

    1. I understand your dream.
      March 12, 2014 at 2:11 pm

      They hurt you and on top of it they laugh and smile. Who would not be annoyed?

    2. That
      March 12, 2014 at 7:42 pm

      Wasn’t the message to be sent you know.

      It makes me feel disjointed. I feel I’m not good for them, everything that’s been done for me has been so beautiful, but frightening and I have a hard time grappling with it. Would my mind be eased if I saw them? If I never saw them again? I love them and I laugh not for spite, but to maybe to comfort.

      I don’t want them to feel my distress, my continued confusion. I want them to be happy in a place of their choosing. I don’t want to constantly feel like I’m wronging them. Am I? Am I going against heaven above? I keep trying to do wright, but I’ll see something and find my whole getting dug deeper without ever intending to.

    3. author
      March 13, 2014 at 6:49 am

      @that- since my person does not come here, that isn’t the meaning of my dream. Nice thought though. Wish you were clairvoyant.

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