• i said i’d fight until…

    by  • March 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    Until there was nothing left to fight for. That’s where i stand today. If you wanted another chance you should have done everything in your power to show me that you were my true love. I will always love you but i won’t stay and fight alone. If you cared as much as i do, there would be no question on my part. Instead you have done nothing but fill me with doubt for the past few months. If you have doubts in our dream than let me go for good, i’m not the type that likes the grey area. You do or you don’t it’s that simple. What you don’t know is that your constant back and forth is pushing me away and making it easier to see that this will probably never be. The bad part is that if this continues i know myself well enough to know it will be the only chance i’ll give you again. I want you in my life forever no matter what but i wont allow another opportunity for this type of relationship with me, you know from my past that it’s the truth…no matter what you and i both may feel…i will allow you in but only as a friend, maybe that’s what we should have done this go around…idk but i do know that i’m almost at the end of this ride with you. So don’t take me littlely…i’m trying to hold on waiting as long as i can. But please think long and hard before each daily action because soon i’ll go looking elsewhere and i know that you’ll end up wishing this had gone different…in the end you’ll b the only one to blame, that what was meant to be will never be.

    3 Responses to i said i’d fight until…

    1. tricia
      March 11, 2014 at 10:09 pm

      i know how you feel. i fight everyday hoping i can be with the one guy my heart truly wants to be with.

    2. J
      March 12, 2014 at 12:05 pm

      I fought so hard for my person. I tried to be understanding and patient. I tried and believed true love would prevail. The more I tried, the more I pushed him away and looking back, I don’t blame him. It appeared desperate, needy and clingy which is the opposite of who I am but unfortunately it was the monster I became because my heart wanted what my heart wanted. At the end of the day, I wasted a lot of tears and a lot of precious time. If they truly love you…you shouldn’t have to wait. ((Hugs))

    3. lo
      March 12, 2014 at 11:47 pm

      @ j im coming to see that now, not that i havent always known but this one was held on to even with his absence for a loooong time before coming together again…hard giving up on that and seeing it was only a fantasy. Hes doing a really good job at proving me to be wrong in believing in this…it happens!

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