• I am trying…

    by  • March 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 2 Comments

    I try to find you…. again and again.. I go to our usual joints but you are never there. i know that you will never be there anymore but every day my eyes still wander off to the doors of the start bucks… hoping…no aching….for you to come in and my life would be complete once again….

    I try to find you… again and again…. in the pennies that I pick off streets….hoping no aching that the heads this time will mean that you will reach out to me…. and then my life will have some meaning again….

    But you are not there… where you ever there?I don’t know but as the memory of your face fades I wish… I wish… I wish it took the memory of you with it….and then my life will go back to the way it used to be again…

    2 Responses to I am trying…

    1. Feeling the same
      March 13, 2014 at 11:00 am

      I completely understand. Living that now

    2. tricia
      March 13, 2014 at 12:37 pm

      completely understand! hoping i can be with him and if never i too wish he would fade with his face from my mind. its painful.

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