• Archive for March 11th, 2014

    Monsieur Fred (aka Loverboy)

    by  • March 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    You know, I looked at your picture, and realized that I still have really strong feelings for you. Sometimes I wonder if I love you – if that’s even truly possible within only a few months. Certainly, I still think I’m infatuated, especially now. But you know what? I think I still do hold back…

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    Why my brown eyes are blue.

    by  • March 11, 2014 • Acceptance • 0 Comments

    I miss my naive, carefree, trusting self. I am dealing w the fact that what I thought I want isn’t what I want at all. I thought I wanted a traditional marriage, being the cleaner, the cooker, the caregiver. I don’t want that. I thought the core of who I am, was that person and

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    i said i’d fight until…

    by  • March 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    Until there was nothing left to fight for. That’s where i stand today. If you wanted another chance you should have done everything in your power to show me that you were my true love. I will always love you but i won’t stay and fight alone. If you cared as much as i do,

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    I am trying…

    by  • March 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 2 Comments

    I try to find you…. again and again.. I go to our usual joints but you are never there. i know that you will never be there anymore but every day my eyes still wander off to the doors of the start bucks… hoping…no aching….for you to come in and my life would be complete

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