• Mastering Confidence

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    Today I let you pass through my mind again.
    I try not to let nagging, nasty, niggling jealousy get to me.
    A jealousy I create in my mind.
    Born from lies and a girl I can hardly trust.
    This story unfolds and cuts me deeper.
    I’m lying helpless on the floor.

    Then I remember.

    You make laughter come out from my lungs like a waterfall and I have trouble stopping it.
    You make my eyes dance around when looking at you for I fear I stared too long.
    When I’m with you, I feel like our souls become one, I feel like our spirits have been connected long before our time.
    I feel like the weight of a thousand stones are off my back.
    You make me feel smart.
    You make me feel lost.
    You make me feel connected, to someone, something, that hasn’t hurt me yet. I don’t understand why I haven’t told you. I care about your feelings….more than my own.

    5 Responses to Mastering Confidence

    1. anan
      March 10, 2014 at 11:36 am

      Then say something

    2. Ahh
      March 10, 2014 at 7:02 pm

      Lovely. You should tell. A soul connection is what love is made of. Good luck

    3. k
      March 10, 2014 at 11:11 pm

      you captured so many feelings so eloquently here… i have been there. good luck. follow your instinct.

    4. Kiki
      March 11, 2014 at 4:30 am

      They probably don’t understand either. Tell them! What are you waiting for?

    5. Breaking news: BiPolar bears escape
      March 11, 2014 at 11:16 am

      Not me.

      I’m not a masochist with mood swings

      This better viewing and more fast paced than a Chinese ping pong match.

      Or a slow clock going back and forth…..Tick Tock… Tick Tock

      Soon, the bird will emerge and tweet that little song.

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