• I want you and I miss you. Can we just be together already???

    by  • March 9, 2014 • Smitten • 0 Comments

    I have the biggest crush on you. It’s bigger than I’ve ever had for anyone.
    I want you and I feel like I want you to the point I might burst.

    You’re on my mind constantly.
    I think about you when I wake up,
    your in my thoughts when I go to sleep.
    I don’t know you that well but I miss you when I’m not around you.

    I’m past the point of caring that you’re only 18, a few months younger than my brother and that my friend thinks your a bit of a dork.
    I don’t care.

    The crazy thing is we work together, but I barely ever see you since you moved departments.
    Also, I have a checklist. I’m pretty sure every girl does. You fit it pretty damn well. The only thing missing is that your a little too tall and don’t have incredible muscles like this other guy in work. But I’m really not bothered coz everything else is more important to me:

    I can be myself around him.
    We get on well with each other.
    He’s pretty damn cute.
    I can flirt and feel comfortable around him.
    He’s a genuine nice guy (which is hard to come by).
    And according to some of the stuff he posts on fb we have a few things in common.
    So I hope something happens between us and that he flirts with me more when he sees me. Should I be hoping or should I just talk to him on fb? I ask this coz they say that hope breeds eternal misery but I don’t want to start a conversation with him coz I added him first. I don’t want to look like I’m too keen.

    Do guys care about that and if I did start a conversation with him would that be any good? Wouldn’t it scare him away if I was too forward?

    Suppose I’ll never know if I don’t do it. Answered my own fucking question…

    Also, is mind sex a thing?

    Sometimes I can feel him thinking about me and more recently I’ve been waking up randomly in the night or in the morning. Before my alarm clock goes off. I’m not a morning person and I’m just getting over a bad spell of insomnia so this never ever usually happens to me.
    That’s how I know it could be him. And if it is, it’s a good thing, coz it’s pretty damn hot the way he does things.

    So I guess the question is and what I’m dying to find out now is if for certain he does or doesn’t feel the same way about me as I feel about him.

    I hope I find out soon.

    And I hope it’s good news.

    To anyone reading this, don’t copy what I do and hope.

    Hope breeds eternal misery and you’ll always be wondering and maybe even regretting if you don’t make a move or at least just talk to your person of interest more often.

    Make your own happiness.
    Don’t wait for them to come to you.
    If it’s meant to be and if they feel the same way, things will work out they way they’re supposed to be.
    If you want them as much as your feeling and missing them so much your heart hurts then take that as a sign to go for it.

    The only thing that can happen is they reject you. And if that happens, there really are plenty more fish in the sea.
    The next person who comes along will be 10 times better than the last one. Honest.
    I’ve been there, it’s happened to me.
    I could write a fucking book about it and I think I might.
    You can’t give someone advice unless you’ve been through what they’re going through.

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