I just happened to be outside at sunset and out of nowhere I cried. I guess sunsets and what color the moon is will ALWAYS make me think of you. Damn you and your texts. It’s so ridiculous that I am even writing these letters. All I ever considered you was my “best friend”. No one is worthy of a man like you, especially me. I’ve done well by cutting contact. It’s been 3 months…I wish my dang emotions would cooperate…I have got to let you completely go.