• Archive for March 8th, 2014


    by  • March 8, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Grief • 8 Comments

    I call myself this. I want to believe in a God out there. But it’s too hard. How can I when there is so much proof against it? I see people out there thriving on atheism, doing their best to let everyone know that all there is are atoms and star dusts, all we’re only

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    My Soul Penguin

    by  • March 8, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Fear • 0 Comments

    To her, my Soul Penguin (if anyone who reads this gets annoyed with improper spelling or things of that sort, dont bother. Im not perfect and either is my writting. This is a letter to the love of my life who may never see it, so obviously its to help myself. So if it comes

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    Much better now

    by  • March 8, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    It’s been awhile. It’s finally getting easier. Thank you for hurting me. Thank you for your cowardice. Thank you for not answering my last e-mail(s). Thank you for leaving me alone. Thank you for giving me more than enough reasons to never reach out to you again. Thank you for making me realize I have

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    I Give It 2 Years, Tops

    by  • March 8, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Eff Off - You - or Up • 0 Comments

    You told me that you weren’t the best for me. And sure, I could probably find something better out there. But you know what is absolutely true? I was GREAT for you. Maybe you wouldn’t have been the best influence on me, wouldn’t have been as supportive or romantic or Prince-Charming-Perfect as my subconscious dreams

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    My Luca

    by  • March 8, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    To My Luca: As I sit here at my computer, trying to piece together exactly how to phrase my thoughts there are only a few that are all encompassing; these are the words I will never acknowledge aloud… I love you. I loved you yesterday, I love you today, and I will love you tomorrow.

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