• I don’t feel cheated

    by  • March 6, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    You were wrong about how I felt. You kept saying the same things over and over until I almost believed they were my feelings. Crazy I know. But when two people have had that dynamic for so long it’s hard to break that cycle. I’d tell you my feelings, and you’d say and do things as though I said something different. You assumed even though I told you differently. Do what’s necessary to cope right, even if it’s a lie?…

    I don’t feel cheated. You kept projecting your feelings on to me and I got punished for it. I wouldn’t change anything. I have no regrets because I can look back and know I did everything I could with the knowledge I had at the time. I always, always did right by you regardless.

    2 Responses to I don’t feel cheated

    1. headache
      March 7, 2014 at 8:17 am

      Rationalization of feelings. I do that too.

    2. Carrie
      April 20, 2014 at 1:23 am

      This reminded me of what I did to my person…so much so that I just had to respond…Im sure Im not your person but if I were Id say
      you are one hundred percent right and I am more than sorry…and I will be forever…
      I’m hope given time your person sees that too…so they can know you did in fact care…

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