• I Think We Aren’t Done Here

    by  • March 5, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    Dear You,

    “I never told you the reason why I never wanted you to make a fuss over me back then. It was simply because all I ever wanted or needed was time with you.

    Had things gone differently I would be there with you now.

    I wonder if you ever regret things and the actions you took. I wonder if you miss me at all. I wonder if you’re numb. I wonder if you feel that pain I feel when I think of you.

    I don’t know if you realize why I was so upset. I was upset because I would have lived in a shack with you and been happy. You could have driven an ice cream truck and I would have been proud to be seen with you. You could have given me a cracker Jack ring and married me (or not) at a court house or in a barn and I would have been elated.

    But it didn’t happen.

    Instead it changed.

    You began treating me like I didn’t matter and you pushed me away. Until that night in December we went for drinks and a little chat after work. You wanted something from me that night. Why didn’t you tell me? I regret so much.

    How does one reconcile that? I don’t know if I can. So, so many lies.

    At any rate, I miss you so much. If you don’t want to use the phone, my email is perfect.”


    5 Responses to I Think We Aren’t Done Here

    1. that was my letter
      March 5, 2014 at 10:27 am

      I am not them. Please do not use my words and letters. I never went out for drinks in December. I feel fucking violated.

    2. @that was my letter
      March 5, 2014 at 4:22 pm

      Wow at this! people desperately, egotistically, psychoticlly trawl through here searching and responding to letters they think are to them and then there is YOU trawling letters thinking people have re written your letters!!!! It’s an anonymous site! who would know what you have written? Who cares?! Maybe they are going through something similar to you. Just like everyone else . Again…..WOW!

    3. @@that was my letter
      March 5, 2014 at 5:16 pm

      Yeah, before you judge realize they duplicated my letters verbatim and I stated this in a recent letter on this site stating the titles of my letters and theirs. So then there is YOU who comments out of their ass before knowing what’s up.

    4. Oh I see now
      March 5, 2014 at 6:40 pm

      @that was my letter i see the two letters you were referring to now from your recent post and see now why you were getting so worked up just thought wow WTF but I see now that person is definitely responding to your letters, taking and seeing what they want from them. But hey what can you do? they have the problem not you. They probably do the same to a lot of letters not just yours. Good luck don’t let it get to you so much. Be glad they are truly NOT the person you are writing to.

    5. Repeatant
      March 8, 2014 at 7:59 am

      I told my person, that ‘her person’ was a professional mind fucker.
      This is the type of thing that was done REPEATEDLY in another posting venue.
      I stated that very early on, not for my benefit, but for hers.

      Of course, though, ‘He was gorgeous’
      Yeah, I heard those remarks…and filed them away.
      No one says that about an ‘ex’ unless they are still attached, in some form or another, is the hindsight conclusion.

      I should have thrown my “9” ; former girlfriend at her, just to jack with her.
      Nice guys…well, that’s come to a screeching halt. Christ, I can’t help it that I was raised in some
      of the most quality places in this county !! The school system was #1 in the nation, for starters.

      People were considerate of others feelings.

      The last thing they would do is play with someone’s mind.

      Good Luck with that.
      Let me know how that works out for you…..as he writes another message into cyberspace.

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