I’m not as good with words as you are, and I have a hard time expressing myself to you but I really wish I had told you the truth. I want to make you happy when you are sad, take care of you when you’re sick, have your children and raise them into wonderful beings like you and I, I want to watch you sleep, I want to hold your hand as we walk the beaches, I want to travel the world with you, I want to be the one you confide in, always, and I want to spend the rest of my beautiful life with you, in your arms. I wonder what it is you really meant when we spoke recently. I am sitting here in complete disbelief as you have gone back into oblivion. I will respect your boundaries but please Don’t Fu*k With Me.