• Another step

    by  • March 4, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Short -n- Sweet • 5 Comments

    Going no contact was the only choice I had left. My next is no longer venting online because it’s still expending energy on the past. I’m hopeful one day soon I’ll be over it all.

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    5 Responses to Another step

    1. good luck with that
      March 4, 2014 at 11:08 am

      Yeah, tried that too, several times. And I’m still here. Sometimes my person scared me so much and attacked me so hard that I threw everything away that could have reminded me of them. In a moment of rage I tossed out an entire bookshelf with romantic books, DVDs, CDs. I ripped old pictures to sheds and threw away other small details. Deleted old emails, formatted my computer. There is nothing left, apart from a hobby, that I don’t even enjoy anymore. I can’t do it without hurting. The memories are still there and they appear in my dreams every fucking day. I miss them so much. Confusion and restless madness changed for painful silence and tears.




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    2. Another
      March 4, 2014 at 5:42 pm

      Why?




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    3. Gemini
      March 4, 2014 at 9:07 pm

      Brace yourself for the berating that is about to befall. Many people have fallen victim to this methodology and they’ll, probably, have some choice words. As for myself, I’ve learned there is no point in giving a ****, anymore. Such a harsh and cruel mistress that lesson is.

      Best of luck to you.




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    4. author
      March 5, 2014 at 10:58 am

      @Gemini, I appreciate your words. You’ve made comments to me this past year here and there and I want to thank you. Sometimes a little kindness and respect makes all the difference. You made a difference. Even if it meant nothing. Even from a stranger. Have a good day.




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    5. author
      March 5, 2014 at 11:57 am

      @Another – because it was going to happen anyway. They did it to me before supposedly for my benefit and now I’m just beating them to it. They disappeared once and I’m not going through that again.




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