• Because I only want you.

    by  • March 3, 2014 • Acceptance • 1 Comment

    And I’ve known that for years.
    He’s great. Yeah he’s a nice guy. Oh no no no there’s nothing wrong with him really. I could make some shit up forever on why he sucks though. I’ll twist that shit and project on him until I’m convinced he’s horrible.
    Because it was easier to do that than to admit to myself and the world and to you that…
    It’s all because he wasn’t you.
    Give me the world.
    Treat me like a queen.
    Be loyal.
    Be fun.
    Be smart.
    Be anything.
    Not good enough.
    Perfection is not good enough.
    If it’s not you.
    I’m settling no matter.
    So I’m just going to have you.
    Since I know that you’re the only one that could ever be you.
    I’m just going to accept my feelings for you.
    You have my undying devotion.
    It is what it is.
    And I know I have yours.
    Fuck it.
    You’re my smiles.
    You’re my eyes sparkle.

    One Response to Because I only want you.

    1. Author
      April 10, 2017 at 8:18 pm

      I am yours. Totally and completely.

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