When you came back to me you told me you had been engaged to a girl for a year. I was shocked. You told me that you couldn’t go through with it because you were still in love with me. I fell in love with you just within a short period of time. You’re gone now and all I can think about is that you went back to her. The thought of you with someone else burns into my soul and gives me excruciating pain. I want to be with you. I want to be the one that you marry not her. I don’t know what to do right now with no idea of where you’re at or what you might be doing right now. Not knowing what you are thinking right now kills me, but I think the hardest part is knowing someone else is going to have my soulmate and living with that knowledge for the rest of my life.