• What I Wish I could Tell You

    by  • March 1, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    When you came back to me you told me you had been engaged to a girl for a year. I was shocked. You told me that you couldn’t go through with it because you were still in love with me. I fell in love with you just within a short period of time. You’re gone now and all I can think about is that you went back to her. The thought of you with someone else burns into my soul and gives me excruciating pain. I want to be with you. I want to be the one that you marry not her. I don’t know what to do right now with no idea of where you’re at or what you might be doing right now. Not knowing what you are thinking right now kills me, but I think the hardest part is knowing someone else is going to have my soulmate and living with that knowledge for the rest of my life.

    One Response to What I Wish I could Tell You

    1. not worth it
      March 1, 2014 at 6:06 pm

      Been there exactly. It’s like a test. A sort of midlife crisis thing. When someone really loves you, nothing but your own happiness would stop them ( if you said you were happier without them) from trying with you. Anything less and they are a coward. Think of the poor woman they are engaged to. If you’re going to propose why in the hell would you tell someone else you love THEM? So either the fiance is the one they settled on, or you’re the test. But what’s consistent is he is a selfish douche. Who opens a can of worms like that and then leaves? A weak, mixed up person.

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