• Don’t Be Scared Of Me

    by  • March 1, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    I like you. For reasons I can never articulate into words, never in my lifetime.
    You’ve known for a long time now. That letter I gave you? You read it. I know you did. “R” told me all about it. He even knows.
    I like you and it’s so frustrating when people say that I love you. I can’t love someone so easily- I just can’t. Loving someone means giving them permission to hurt you, and hoping they won’t. Loving someone means giving your all to someone who may not even return the same.
    Even if we had mutual feelings what would we do? We’re too young to date. I see myself having a friendly connection with you, but being that far, I cannot. When I think about our future my stomach feels like an empty void.
    It hurts when they hurt you. It hurts me when they bully you. It hurts me because it makes me feel like you have the obligation to hate me because I’m friends with them. But I don’t want you to be scared of me. Please. I want to just be friends. Forget the fact that I like you this much.

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