• I refuse

    by  • January 22, 2014 • Soulmate • 3 Comments

    So what is what I say. The entire concept of soulmates and twins is utterly fucked. So what if I’ve done all this shit with someone going on 15 years. It’s just an excuse some fricken person came up with to stay emotionally invested in a possibly unhealthy “relationship”. I get the “good” parts of it. I understand the concept and have lived it longer than most of these bullshit love gurus on the fucking net have! But I absolutely disagree that I must accept this or continue to feel emotional anguish for the rest of my life. I believe in free will. I believe I don’t have to be tethered to this other person. I get to choose! I get a say! If this is what it is to be “blessed” all these years then I don’t want it. Yeah, consider me the embodiment of a runner because I spent enough time standing still and now I’m hightailing it out of here. If our souls are married, consider this a fucking divorce.

    *NOTE. This is not to anyone here or even anger directed at “my person”. And for those of you who keep thinking these letters are for you, you already give strength to my belief it’s a bunch of crap! Because if you knew your soulmate or twin flame that well, wouldn’t you KNOW these letters WEREN’T to you? EMBRACE REALITY, it’s healthy!


    Fuck this nonsense

    3 Responses to I refuse

    1. Yours truly
      January 22, 2014 at 7:07 pm

      Mind over matter? Good luck to you!

    2. :)
      February 8, 2014 at 4:31 am

      Had to smile. Please let us know how to file for divorce.

    3. author
      February 10, 2014 at 7:10 am

      A person can be pushed only so long and so far. I allowed my person’s ass backwards way of thinking to affect my view of thinking for way too long. They treated me like garbage. They aren’t nor were they ever my “soulmate”. They were selfish, self serving, and sociopathic in their views and actions. The last straw for me was when they completely disregarded how they treated me so they could live in complete denial. Which is exactly what they did when I broke up with them eons ago. Moral of the story? Exes are exes for a reason. Don’t let the guise of soulmates give you or them an excuse to treat you like an afterthought. Don’t put obviously screwed up people on pedestals regardless how long you’ve known them or if they call you their “best friend”. Utter bullshit. Be your own best friend or be with someone who understands what a true friend IS. They will bring you down, because the truth is – THEY are miserable and empty and use whatever they can to fill their vast void.

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