Why have we played this game for so long?
Why have we never been able to openly talk and just put everything out on the table?
Why are you so scared?
Why can’t you let me in?
Why can’t you trust me?
I love you. I always have and part of me always will, no matter what. I could never hurt you. I respect all the decisions you have made and trust all the ones you will make. Please trust me too.
I don’t think I would still feel this way if you did not still feel it as well. You give me too many signs. You always have. I don’t think I am crazy.
Unlike you may think, I don’t have a girlfriend. Shes my roommate and my friend. I have not even really been able to date since you. It just does not feel right. Like cheating on my heart. I don’t believe in dating to get over someone. Its not fair and I don’t want to get over you. Not yet.
I also don’t believe you have a boyfriend either. I think you said that just to get my reaction. Once you did, you retracted. It’s ok. I know you and I get it.
How many times have we said we needed to talk, but never really have? Lets do that, once and for all. Come visit. Lets figure this out.