• God Dammit!

    by  • January 7, 2014 • Love - Pure and Simple • 5 Comments

    Why have we played this game for so long?
    Why have we never been able to openly talk and just put everything out on the table?
    Why are you so scared?
    Why can’t you let me in?
    Why can’t you trust me?

    I love you. I always have and part of me always will, no matter what. I could never hurt you. I respect all the decisions you have made and trust all the ones you will make. Please trust me too.

    I don’t think I would still feel this way if you did not still feel it as well. You give me too many signs. You always have. I don’t think I am crazy.

    Unlike you may think, I don’t have a girlfriend. Shes my roommate and my friend. I have not even really been able to date since you. It just does not feel right. Like cheating on my heart. I don’t believe in dating to get over someone. Its not fair and I don’t want to get over you. Not yet.

    I also don’t believe you have a boyfriend either. I think you said that just to get my reaction. Once you did, you retracted. It’s ok. I know you and I get it.

    How many times have we said we needed to talk, but never really have? Lets do that, once and for all. Come visit. Lets figure this out.

    5 Responses to God Dammit!

    1. Whoa !
      January 7, 2014 at 8:29 am

      is that a proper way for a good Christian to romance a woman?

      PS~ Burrhhh

    2. Me
      January 7, 2014 at 1:05 pm

      Im not sure but this is not a game to me. I have been trying to have a heart to heart conversation for a while now but you keep shutting me out. I keep trying though. Im not giving up. I love you. Im not scared and you shouldnt be either. I want to let you in but I cant let you in if your pushing me away and not letting me in. I think putting everything out on the table and having a deep conversation would be good for the both of us. I will put trust in you that you will actually open the door for me when I knock on it. I dont have much money but ill look into trying to finding a way to visit this weekend. I really want us to do this once and for all. I love you babe.

    3. Hum
      January 7, 2014 at 5:35 pm

      Well if she thinks that you have a girlfriend than I am surprised that you wonder why…

    4. Me
      January 7, 2014 at 9:25 pm

      @Whoa! – I dont believe anything foul was said

    5. @me
      January 7, 2014 at 10:24 pm

      I am not your person. 99.99% sure of that…but what the hell, just for shits and giggles. Text me “hi” when you see this and I will book a flight for you so you don’t have to worry about the money part:) Maybe you can bring your puppy too.

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