I care about you, and I know you care about me too, but it’s not in the same way. And I think we both know that. We’ve been going back and forth with our feelings for each other since freshman year. It’s been confusing as hell for both of us. But I’m more than certain how I feel about you now. Only, you’ve got someone else to call your own.
This is the same girl who broke up with you over text message, her reasoning because you’re going away to college next year. The same girl who made you cry so hard for three hours you couldn’t even see straight. And you’re with her again.
I really just want to say “fuck it,” and move on. Why can’t it be that simple? Because I think I love you. You’re one of my best friends too, so it’s not like I can just cut you out of my life and be done with it. And knowing her, she’s probably going to do something like that again to you. Simply because she can. And you’ll come crawling back to me, crying and hating yourself. I hate to see you like that.
I want you to be happy. I guess even if it’s not going to be with me. But if it was, as pathetic as it may sound given all that you’ve put me through emotionally, I’ll be waiting with open arms. Because you have a special place in my heart. And I want to believe that we could make this work out someday.
Please be careful with your heart.