Thanks for not calling, txting, emailing, or stopping by my house.
While I’m heartbroken that I’ve been so easy to forget and you’ve been able to move on with your life, I am so thankful that you’ve stayed away.
I haven’t been the same since you dumped me, just hours after you told me that you loved me and only minutes after sex. Thanks for that too, I really needed you to be that cruel in order for me to remember it each time I missed you and wanted to call you.
Thank you for not coming around making empty promises the way you always have before. Thank you for being bored with using me for sex. Thank you for hurting me so badly that the thought of you sends me straight for a box of tissues and not the phone. Thank you for not coming back begging for another chance. Even with all you’ve done, I’m afraid I’d take you back. I did so many times before, even when I knew you were lying.
You wasted my time, I spent more time crying than I did smiling but that was never enough for me to tell you “No”…
So thank you for finally being done with me.
Thank you for your absence in my life.
Today I realized that even though I’m not ready to find someone else, even though I’m not done crying over you.. I already know that I will
fall in love again..
The love I felt for you? The sheer power of that emotion, the willingness to compromise brought on by a desire to be fair and honest with you…
I have never felt that before in my life, but now that I have.
I know beyond a doubt that I was meant to spend this lifetime sharing that feeling with someone who actually deserves to be loved that way.
So thank you for dumping me for your facebook hookups and leaving me alone so that one day I can meet that man.