Dear Beautiful Girl I Never Should Have Let Go,
So we’re friends. I gave you space and now we’re polite to each other, but nothing feels the same. We used to laugh and talk and touch for hours on end, but now it’s a courteous conversation and then goodbye until next time I have to see you.
I can’t tell you how much it sucks to have a relationship with someone where things are so open, so honest and so nice, and then to go to a relationship that is nothing at all. It makes me sick. I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t stop thinking about us. I’m constantly on fire with all the things I should have said and I don’t have a way to take it back.
If things were different maybe I’d try and get you back, and maybe I will someday. But for now I just have to watch and wait until everything I did blows over. Until all my stupid mistakes are forgotten.
What scares me the most is that you might never forget them.
The Stupid Girl Who Let You Go