• I Wish I Could Hate You

    by  • September 26, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 2 Comments

    Your face is but a beautiful photograph.
    Your smile gives me those wonderful chills.
    Your presence puts me at ease.

    Oh how I wish I could hate you.

    I feel so stirred up, stronger, weaker around you.
    I’ve known you too long, so long.
    This feeling has grown into something that hurts.

    Oh how I wish I could hate you.

    Each time we spoke of these feelings true, I hear you say.
    I have someone else right now, perhaps one day it could be you.

    Oh how I wish I could hate you.

    You talk about exs.
    You ask for advice.
    You even hold gifts I gave, in a place so dear.

    Oh how I wish I could hate you.

    I hear that you are happy with this other person
    My heart aches, but I bring myself to smile.
    You are happy, that is what I want, but one fact is true

    I wish I could hate you.

    If I could hate you things would be simple.
    I would not care when you tell me about this other person
    It would not matter if you are hurt yet I can not be there
    If I hated you, I would never feel this aching of my heart.

    I wish I could hate you ,yet
    I know one thing to be true

    All I want is you, yet there is nothing I can do.

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    2 Responses to I Wish I Could Hate You

    1. @author
      September 26, 2013 at 11:17 am

      That is because you do hate them? For they aren’t with you or choose someone else? To say hate that many times over & over…Deep down do you? I believe you do? Bitter, betrayed, abandoned, hurt badly in some way? You will find love as they have helped guide you towards it by walking away from you.


    2. Shadowed Heart
      September 27, 2013 at 7:05 am

      To commenter:
      I am the author of this letter.
      The reason I repeated that phrase is I decided to write this letter out in the form of a poem.

      I do not hate her. There is some jealousy there, but I am not holding it against her. This is also about accepting my emotions and trying to get through them to move on.

      Trust me, I wish I would only feel friendship for this person, but it is what it is.



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