• I Wish I Could Hate You

    by  • September 26, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 2 Comments

    Your face is but a beautiful photograph.
    Your smile gives me those wonderful chills.
    Your presence puts me at ease.

    Oh how I wish I could hate you.

    I feel so stirred up, stronger, weaker around you.
    I’ve known you too long, so long.
    This feeling has grown into something that hurts.

    Oh how I wish I could hate you.

    Each time we spoke of these feelings true, I hear you say.
    I have someone else right now, perhaps one day it could be you.

    Oh how I wish I could hate you.

    You talk about exs.
    You ask for advice.
    You even hold gifts I gave, in a place so dear.

    Oh how I wish I could hate you.

    I hear that you are happy with this other person
    My heart aches, but I bring myself to smile.
    You are happy, that is what I want, but one fact is true

    I wish I could hate you.

    If I could hate you things would be simple.
    I would not care when you tell me about this other person
    It would not matter if you are hurt yet I can not be there
    If I hated you, I would never feel this aching of my heart.

    I wish I could hate you ,yet
    I know one thing to be true

    All I want is you, yet there is nothing I can do.

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    2 Responses to I Wish I Could Hate You

    1. @author
      September 26, 2013 at 11:17 am

      That is because you do hate them? For they aren’t with you or choose someone else? To say hate that many times over & over…Deep down do you? I believe you do? Bitter, betrayed, abandoned, hurt badly in some way? You will find love as they have helped guide you towards it by walking away from you.




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    2. Shadowed Heart
      September 27, 2013 at 7:05 am

      To commenter:
      I am the author of this letter.
      The reason I repeated that phrase is I decided to write this letter out in the form of a poem.

      I do not hate her. There is some jealousy there, but I am not holding it against her. This is also about accepting my emotions and trying to get through them to move on.

      Trust me, I wish I would only feel friendship for this person, but it is what it is.




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