I really messed up things when it came to us. At the time I was too dense to realize all the times you tried to tell me how it hurt you how I talked to your friends or how it hurt you that we didn’t talk as much as you would like or how I would go days without talking to you or how much you actually cared about me and how you wanted us to be together.
Don’t get me wrong I wanted to be with you too but it wouldn’t have worked then but now things are different and it would but unfortunately you just stopped talking to me all together.
I was too absorbed in myself at the time but do you remember when you asked me who my favorite person was? I said “You, and always you” it’s been 3 years and I still mean it. I didn’t take a chance at the time to be with you because I thought it wouldn’t work out, now I see you with this new guy and I know he treats you right, but I can’t help but feel that if we were together, I would be the best you ever had.