Hi Edward. I can’t find all the words to describe all the feelings I have for you, but I want to say right now, before I lose what words I found, that YOU are the one who deserves better.
From what I see of you through the internet, you’re a genuinely kind and helpful person, you’re hilarious, and you have fantastically awesome taste in music. I can tell you put in a lot of effort to help anons on your ask, and I wish it didn’t drain you. I feel guilty for only recently realizing that you might be having problems too because you project such a happy attitude on twitter. Please keep being an inspiration and a friend to those in need, but remember to take some time for yourself too. 🙂
I also wish you’d just say thanks or something positive when people confess that they like you, because (at least for me) I feel kind of lost/confused when you say “you deserve better than me”. Again, I think it’s the other way around. I think you’re practically every single goddammned freaking thing I’ve ever looked for in a guy, and when you self-deprecate(?) I question my taste in men. But I like you anyway. For the love of all that’s good and holy in this world though, STOP UNDERVALUING YOURSELF!!!
Someday, if/when we ever meet, I want to give you a big bear hug. Please hug me back.