• my heart beats for you

    by  • September 24, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 2 Comments

    Look I need to tell you again…I love you and I want to be with you, but I cant and its breaking my heart its eating me up inside. If you feel the same then please let me know somehow. I feel like I want to run away from all this but i cant run away from the way I feel certainty now the way I feel about you. I only feel myself when I am with you I only feel alive when I am with you without you around I feel dead inside. I know you understand but im not sure u feel the way I do about you. Omg why does it have to be like this. I love you please say you love me to and im not on my own in this.

    2 Responses to my heart beats for you

    1. TSH
      September 24, 2013 at 2:03 pm

      Wow this made me feel really sad 🙁
      Probably because I know exactly how you feel. I’ve tried to see it as life’s way of testing me, of challenging me or anything which might help me understand why I’ve ended up in this situation, loving someone I can’t be with. It’s challenging my whole belief system and I’ve no idea how to deal with it. Its so easy to say “just ask them the questions” but im not sure I would be strong enough to do it myself or to follow through if I knew they loved me too. Sending you strength to deal with the pain, I hope you find/get an answer to your questions.

    2. @TSH
      September 24, 2013 at 9:42 pm

      After reading both letter & comment I now see why this site makes ppl sad.

      David…it’s been a while:)

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