• Archive for September 10th, 2013

    More Walls

    by  • September 10, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 18 Comments

    These walls are higher than ever before. I give up. I gave you all the signs and clues that you needed, but you just don’t see it. All I can conclude is that you don’t want me and this is just another one that will be lost in space and time. I really wanted you.

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    Cosmic Love

    by  • September 10, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 1 Comment

    I’m repeating myself, like a broken record. I pace back and forth through my apartment with a bottle of wine and silence. Tears slipping down my face like Alice. You are 3,000 miles away from me. Summer love, California, silly girl dreams rolled up and smoked, chopped up and snorted, placed under my tongue, until

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    by  • September 10, 2013 • * Safe for Work * • 0 Comments

    Two years ago I would have yearned for your affection. I’ve willed myself to feel anger, resentment, self loathing…but as hard as I try, I cannot. That’s how I know my past wounds have healed…because I still think I’m great despite the fact that you’re not crazy about me. Life is still amazing. You’re nothing

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    I don’t wanna be

    by  • September 10, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    the one to say goodbye, but I will. I don’t wanna sit on the pavement while you fly, but I will, I will yes I will. ‘Cause maybe in the future you’re gonna come back you’re gonna come back around. Only way you will really know, is to really let it go. I don’t wanna

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    Missing you

    by  • September 10, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 10 Comments

    Where’d you go? I miss you so. 😉 I know you hung in there for a while, but I was honestly never sure of how you felt, which made the situation that much more difficult for me to handle appropriately. What I am learning now is I can’t make this decision based on how you

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    From Blue to you

    by  • September 10, 2013 • Bitch! • 11 Comments

    don’t act like you miss me or even care …..spare me the i care for yous, to care is to simply watch a dog as he suffers and correct me if i’m wrong you enjoy kicking this dog when he’s down, so whether it’s you or your controlling daddy posting or your devil worshiping brother

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