• Archive for September, 2013

    The YOU in ME

    by  • September 30, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I suffer from “verbal diarrhea”. I know what to say and write but I have a really hard time following through… I never mean what I say or say what I mean. I am manipulative and play others but I just think “I am different” although I blame everything on my childhood. I have no

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    I wish the best for you

    by  • September 30, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Yesterday you broke my heart but I knew it was coming and yet still I pleaded with you… I was just determined to stay until the very end, because the thought of you being unhappy or alone kills me more than you breaking my heart. I genuinely hope you find whatever it is you’re looking

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    I want to apologize

    by  • September 30, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I’m ignoring you for a reason. Even this letter here, I feel unable to send you directly because already I’m too open.. I’m too vulnerable, given my situation. All of my emotions and feelings have been strained over this past year. I’ve been incredibly lonely and stressed and frustrated regularly. My lover lives far away

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    Pulchritudinous

    by  • September 30, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    You are on my mind every day. I wish I can let you go just do I don’t feel so hurt. But it’s hard to do so when I still have so much love for you. It’s only been a month, but every day that goes by that I don’t speak to you, I feel

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    Far

    by  • September 30, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 3 Comments

    It’s almost 6 months now. Haven’t heard from you. I don’t have the guts to send you a message. I will just wait for you to contact me. If still no message from you by Christmas time, I’d totally let you go. Time to move on. Always take care. Related Post Open your eyes Letting

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