• Term# 003

    by  • August 31, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 4 Comments

    When I stand in front of you there’s barely any eye contact, if there is it’s because it’s a kind of a “requirement”. When I am standing off to the side or walking past I know you’re looking at me.

    I look around the room because I’m afraid I’ll “lock up” again. I’m not looking to see if anyone I know is there. You’ve been difficult to read all those subsequent times I’ve seen you.

    And pardon me for asking but was that you on Monday ? I don’t know for certain but I felt a chill… Must’ve been the Slurpee.

    I know something was once there at least. You questioned me remember? I’m just wondering if there still might be.

    Now, if you’ll excuse me, my appearance is outdated. Perhaps acquiring some new jeans will freshen my style.

    4 Responses to Term# 003

    1. ?
      September 1, 2013 at 1:40 am

      Maybe, Could’ve, Should’ve, Would’ve Maybe not Yes No

    2. Author
      September 1, 2013 at 1:46 pm

      Should’ve, although I kind of wish you had “If” in there.

    3. @Author
      September 3, 2013 at 2:05 am

      I wished for far to long for that “If” & that I hurt myself even more for believing. If they aren’t there for you I wouldn’t wait around & won’t be in future. If they are the one’s to leave never look back, If they couldn’t be honest & talk openly with you, personally I have now come to the conclusion “If” means no. If it only wasn’t so:'(

    4. Author
      September 3, 2013 at 6:25 pm

      For me, “if” means “I might be wrong”. I try to keep an open mind, while at the same time not holding on to expectations.

      “seize the moment” as some would say.

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