What did I do?
Did I do something in a past life?
Was it because of that anthill I stepped on?
What did I fucking do?
Am I just unlucky?
I’ll try so hard I swear
Just please make it go away.
I’m so happy it shrank
I’m very greatful, so so greatful
But please just make it go away completely
Please please please please
I thought I was a strong person
But I’m not.
I can’t sleep
I can’t not think about it
I can’t lie on my back
I can’t look at the scar on the back of my head
Please whoever’s there I’ll swim every ocean
I’m so scared
I just wanted to be happy.