Try to put yourself in my shoes. Imagine there are things still unsaid. Give me a break, I am not a bad person. I truly love you. I do not think of you as second best. I think about you as my soulmate. From my view. you love me but the timing still isnt right. You are waiting for me to do something, but on my own. I want you to know, and I am being honest here, I am settling. I dont know how you feel but if you really loved me back, youd tell me. You would. You should.