• Archive for August 29th, 2013

    Summertime Sadness

    by  • August 29, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Cheating • 0 Comments

    Dear Boyfriend, I can’t believe you cheated on me. We were at the wedding together and had a good night. You even told me that you wanted to marry me. It was two weeks from our 4 year anniversary. You got drunk and I couldn’t find you so I went home and then you came

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    Mr H

    by  • August 29, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    Dear Mr H, I know the time between us has been short and my imagination got carried away, but I thought this could have been something real. I am not going to go into the what ifs, I know I made mistakes, but I made them with you. On seeing you that very first time

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    I have no reason to think the way I do

    by  • August 29, 2013 • Thoughts • 0 Comments

    So why do I continue to hold on to this sliver of hope. Constantly torturing myself everyday looking for anything that would remind me. I can only wait until it finally passes and I can become numb again. This always happens everytime these fucking memories come flooding back and stay for months. I never knew

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    by  • August 29, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 14 Comments

    The only thing I know for sure is that you are not good for me. I will do whatever it takes to think of myself first and pull myself out of this. Before I can heal I must forgive you. Before I can forgive you I need to forgive myself. Before I can forgive myself

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    For “you”

    by  • August 29, 2013 • To You • 0 Comments

    I’m only back here because of you. Because you remind me of being in love. And because he came over tonight. I cooked him vegetables and he talked about his new girl. And I was ok with it but not really. When I dropped him off he joked and called me his stoner little sister

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