• Whale Bones

    by  • August 28, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I needed to dull the memories to be able to carry on like normal. Everything happened so quickly, and I get so frustrated that someone who could just blip in and out of my life like so could have such a strong impact.
    I overthink it. There’s so much that I want to happen, with the uncertainty of if you’ll ever even come back. I have such good dreams about you, so good in fact that I’m made the mistake of inferring it into my real life, and while I say I’m embarrassed for the slip, maybe I don’t really care all that much. Besides, I figure if you’re aware of all of my potential crazy before hand and you still come back then I did something right.

    For now I carry on doing everything I intended to do to make myself somebody to be proud of, but I think of you often. I miss you. I’m not pulling my hair out in my grief or anything. I can feel you out there somewhere, and that is enough for me. At least for now. I hope you’re doing great things, I hope I slip into your thoughts once in awhile.

    Thank you for the company.

    3 Responses to Whale Bones

    1. m73
      August 29, 2013 at 7:34 am

      that’s a strange feeling isn’t it?

      the one of when you know somebody cares

      and even if they aren’t there you know their love still is.

      actually it’s a wonderful feeling šŸ™‚

    2. p
      August 29, 2013 at 6:13 pm

      I could have wriiten this myself. I just know theyre out there thinking of me and loving me too. It is hard when that person havent even been around for that long but manage to win over you heart and soul. I just want her forever

    3. D
      August 30, 2013 at 7:48 pm

      @ author, this is a beautiful letter @m73, I think it is one of the top 20 best feelings ever. And @p…I thought the same about writing it myself! My person hasn’t been around a long time either but he has won my heart, & soul and anything in between over as well. I just want him forever!

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