was never something I had any control over. I never really knew how you truly felt, and in order to maintain my ‘coolness’ in front of the ever so cool you, I kept myself at a cool distance. I always hoped one day you were going to love me back. I had this feeling, this feeling I never had for anyone else. Not even him. Heres to hoping all the crayzness didnt already tip you over the edge. I am ready to making the biggest decision Ive made in years, and it may have taken a while but I did it on my own. I hope you’ll be there somewhere down the line.