Mate I actually cried my heart out when u left and I nearly threw up I am so worried about you please please please look after yourself I am so so worried for you. I feel so helpless being so far away I feel so guilty and so sad for you I just feel sick to my stomach I am so worried I wouldn’t have showed it in front of you as I know u don’t need that right now but please know that I am always here for you I love you so much and I am really worried I wish there was something I could do all I can do is be here for you and I am anytime you want me or to talk or anything I am here for you, you are my best friend and I feel so guilty and helpless for moving away. To be honest I am thinking of moving back because I want to be there for you and I want you to be your old self it was selfish of us moving away and leaving you If I knew what I knew now I would never have left. I just want to hold you and tell you everything’s going to be ok. Two days doesn’t feel like anything I really miss you. I’m so sorry for leaving please start eating more I can’t believe how much weight you have lost I am so worried about you. I love you! I’m so sorry.