• Ever Feel Stupid?

    by  • August 27, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Regret • 1 Comment

    I feel so stupid. So stupid.
    For a long while, I hadn’t respected myself, treasured myself, as God would have had it…
    I thought about doing certain things. But a concerned friend told me very bluntly how low and stupid he thought that it was… Or at least, what I thought of doing.
    I feel like such an idiot.

    Also, based on certain things, I do have an unhealthy view of men…

    I don’t think that I’m going to date for a long time…

    I had planned to find someone, go out, and maybe be married in my mid-20’s (I’m in the early 20’s now). But I … I just want to be alone.

    I feel so bad inside.

    I don’t want to talk to any guys. Be around any guys.

    Sometimes I still hate that I exist…

    Why do I have to be so stupid??

    One Response to Ever Feel Stupid?

    1. Been There
      August 28, 2013 at 9:33 am

      Been there, done that! I don’t think you have lived until you have felt like a stupid fool at least a time or two. My advice for what it’s worth. Treasure your good friend, take care of yourself and follow your dreams. Plenty of men out there and when the time is right it will be right.

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